who decided I'm a strong woman? I never was, I will never be. My family decided that I should listen to all the crap they talk about, on how much they wish to die, how it's better not to listen to others because they shout the same stuff everyday, every minute. They decided I am the one the can vent on. Because I do not talk, I do not complain, I take everything on my shoulders, I listen to them and they talk about my sister, she makes mistakes, I get the scolding. How come?!

I know, I'm being childish, I admit that, I should have said the truth but I didn't want to. I hate feeling bad after being selfish, for that single moment. I am always selfish, especially with Danilo, I don't know how he puts it up with me.